Friday, February 10, 2006

I am sorry!

There has been a very sensitive issue and a very delicate as well that I couldn't write about till now.

May be because it has generated a huge amount of feelings that I could grasp or express. Especially that it has been followed by the great tragedy of the ferry.

It's about ProphetMohammed (SAAW). I saw this girl on TV in one of the protests crying so hard . And I knew how she feels. After all these years and after what he (SAAW) has been through for us. and for the sake of Islam.

The person that I ask god to grant me the honor of seeing in heaven isA. The honest and truthful person who taught us to be better people. We have learned the love and compassion form him. Allah almighty has sent him to guide us, to show us the light and he did.

I am confessing that we make mistakes; we are not exactly how we should be. And some of us Muslims have showed a negative image about Islam that we are against.

But it doesn't give the right to those ignorant people to attack our role model, this offence is unacceptable. They have apologized … that's not a generosity from them or anything, it was what they had to do.

But what I want to say here, that I am sorry … please all MUSLIM people we are the ones who should apologize to our dear profit, we should have been better than that, we should have showed what you have taught us dear Mohammed (SAAW).

I looked at people around me and I am really sorry they behave like that, and I am sorry for their hollow hearts that it should have been filled with faith.

I am sorry that I got too indulged with work and life activities and I no longer read Koran on a daily basis. I am sorry that I only pray foroud and I don't pray your sonna dear Prophet.

I am sorry that I thought as long as I am not doing something wrong, that's enough … while I haven't thought what right things should I do besides avoiding the wrong.

I once had the opportunity to teach a polish friend of mine Koran ( 3 soras) after she declared her Islam and it was wonderful. And I am sorry I no longer do that.

I am sorry I was trying to be someone I am not to feel that I belong and I failed. I don't have to belong to these people, speacking their language and perform the basic rituals and that's it.

No the real worship is in the heart as long as you can always feel it in your heart … you are on the right track.

Hope all Muslims think about themselves, what they do and what they have been missing and apologize as well in front of god and be very sure Allah will forgive.

" نستغفرك يا الله و نتوب اليك، فتب علينا"

7 Comments:

  • At 12:48 AM, Blogger Ahmed Shokeir said…

    I do agree with all what you mentioned here
    especially when you said ..we are the ones who should apologize to our dear profit

    god bless you

     
  • At 3:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    It's amazing how you feel you know a person and then you realize that he or she arent half what you thought they would be or are! Praise you Nisso... and no that's not childish that's just a pure heart in agony! :-) Some ppl do actually feel they dont belong to this time... It's because of the closeness the web takes us to, that we dont feel we belong anymore! You should have taken the BLUE pill ya Nisso!

    Alaadin

     
  • At 4:17 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Hi Ahmed,
    Thanks for your comment, glad I am backed up here :).
    All the best


    Alaa,
    That's the main purpose of the blog, say what I have never had the chance to say.I am an introvert it takes a lot to know what 's inside.
    As for the blue pill, I should have done that ... :)
    Thanks for the comments.

     
  • At 1:36 PM, Blogger PsychicWizdom said…

    Yes, you're so right! I'm just speechless, can't say anymore.

     
  • At 6:31 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Thanks Pychicwizdom,
    Appreciated the feeling that I am not alone.

     
  • At 9:06 AM, Blogger roora said…

    your words touched my heart deeply , we should all re- think and judge ourselves before we get judged one day. And we should think after all what he beared from torturing for sake to be Muslims..how we behave?

    we should think and think , prophet Moahmed PBUH once said that he is looking forward and misses to see (the muslim who believed of him and didnt see him).

    do we behave like God ordered us ?> Would prophet Mohamed PBUH be proud of us .

    God is most merciful , may He leads us to the right path forever ISA

     
  • At 11:32 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Dear Roora,
    Don't you think it's wonderful that the profit (SAAW)said to sa7aba that he misses us... what an honor! . just hope to be amongest them.
    Thanks a million.

     

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