Saturday, May 06, 2006

Discard

I am not being reasonable. After all blogging has nothing to do with anything.
May be I just wanted to feel I am in control ? . Anyways it wasn't the right thing to do.

13 Comments:

  • At 5:47 AM, Blogger a h m a d said…

    Well, they call the "network administrators" as "control freaks," because we like to have control over everything. :))

     
  • At 6:05 AM, Blogger Rain said…

    Neri,
    I knew why you thought about this , it's the control thing as u mentioned i was afraid to tell u this didn't want u to feel offended.
    *Sigh*
    I dunno why i have this feeling that somehow this mood is spreading :SSS .....i hope i'm wrong!

     
  • At 12:22 PM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Ahmad,
    It's pretty good to feel like you have control over anything. but it's a responsibility as well and if something goes wrong there is only one person to blame. Guess who? .... the one in control :)

    Rain,
    I won't feel offended ya Rain, it was the truth. and I guess u r right about this mood that is really spreading. when I read Nerro's post "Revolution" I felt I want to revolt too.

     
  • At 10:39 PM, Blogger a h m a d said…

    Unless there are several ones (network admins in my case) and they have to "discover" who was behind this. *devilish smile*

     
  • At 1:29 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Ahmad, seems u have everything under control, even a conver up ;)

     
  • At 9:31 AM, Blogger MoonLightShadow said…

    Some friends call me a control freak, a person who wants to control everything.. Well, that's right when it comes to stuff related to me, who I should be the only one who is having control on!

    Anyways.. a person needs to revolt from time to time..

    As for the mood, yeah, I guess it's dominating these days! Hope it's over soon.. and hope that everything is going fine with you :)

     
  • At 10:29 AM, Blogger new kid in the block said…

    I am glad that I came after the attack of taking control is over so my disappointment with what happened was soon over I dont think that isolating yourself MIB would have been the solution but I am glad that you were brave to take the desicion and to withdraw it. you never disappointment me girl

     
  • At 11:57 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Dear Moon,
    I needed to revolt as I might felt at a point time that I need to be of more control over certain things. and it was basically concerning work but sometimes being ok is worse that being bad. because u are not happy about it yet leaving it is a problem fearing u won't get one as good as the current one u have... stability temptation.
    I think I am feeling better thank god, many thanks sweetie.

    NK,
    You are always supportive and encouraging, I took a decision that I was wrong about and I felt there is no problem to say it as long as I will be understood. I also realized how much I had support and to deprive myself of it wasn't a good thing to do. thanks so much dear.

     
  • At 2:20 AM, Blogger Wonderer said…

    welcome back ya nesresine, Hope you are totally over with the previous mood:)

     
  • At 2:28 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Thank god ya Wonderora I am much better :), I don't like this bad mood aslan that's why I don't permit it to take time with me :))

     
  • At 8:24 AM, Blogger emlino said…

    I'm glad with your decision. About what you said, I'm not sure if your you could keep your expectations on that level because as you said, we could comment by email and you know that we could... so, consciously or not, you would kept your mind opened to some feed-back. Anyway, you don't have to write to us... or anyone else... may be the meaning is just to write to let written... Even if the bottle brake down in the middle of the ocean... Even if someone picks the bottle, throw away the message and put it there some wine... even if someone reads the message and discover: "Seems I'm not alone in being alone"... May be 'you had this hope inside you and faith that made you do that'

     
  • At 9:36 AM, Blogger emlino said…

    There is other thing... I learned many things with your words... but I did it too with the words of all of your friends that you 'decided' to share with all of us. I hope that they have learned as well with mine's. This is a characteristic (good, I think) in common in the blogosphere... we learn and grow with each other words... and I think that's very important too. :)

     
  • At 2:31 AM, Blogger Nesrina said…

    Hi Emlino,
    Believe me the expectation post has nothing to do with anything.
    the expectations that I wanted to minimize were concerning personal and professional aspects more than any other thing.
    About learning from other friends, it's not only learning, it's the support and the warm feelings that are radiated from the comments .
    I learn everyday from all your blogs and from your opinion and comments, it's a great exposure and cultural exchange that I am privileged to have.
    Many thanks my friend

     

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