The Tide
I am very excited about my annual summer vacation. so longing to sit on the beach, watch sun set and saturate myself with the beauty and wildness of the sea, the sky colors and a long walks on the shore, and boats if possible.
Cover myself with the night’s dark shades and enjoy the duet of the sea and wind’s sounds.
So in need to look and see a very far sky yet too close all around me and endless blue enchanting tones warmed by the golden sun rays. I literally need to stretch my eyesight, and see no boundaries.
Don’t exactly know why this time I am feeling like a little girl, thinking of outfits, shoes and accessories , at the same time I am thinking to have more mature stuff like my laptop and a camera.
Who will I be there?... am I going to have fun and go out or just relax, think and dream?
Used to be a daydreamer, now I am revolting against being happy because of something that was never true and only exists in my mind. I am against fake feelings no matter how noble they are .. .still fake.
The days we are living resembles the waves of the sea, sometimes they are calm, sometimes they are strong and harsh. No one knows what each wave brings.
I always loved to see the traces of the soft smooth lines and froth left from the surge that used to overwhelm the sand and see the effect of the unseen but felt tide. See how far my chair had become after I used to feel the waves touching my feet. When the night sneaks in and takes away the light, the sea waves and give them to some other people in another part of the world.
We are all the same, we all share one true thing … our existence in this world is based on a sole creator who created us to share this universe and distribute all the blesses among us.
So that when the night falls, we know … will have a brand new morning … when it’s our turn.
Cover myself with the night’s dark shades and enjoy the duet of the sea and wind’s sounds.
So in need to look and see a very far sky yet too close all around me and endless blue enchanting tones warmed by the golden sun rays. I literally need to stretch my eyesight, and see no boundaries.
Don’t exactly know why this time I am feeling like a little girl, thinking of outfits, shoes and accessories , at the same time I am thinking to have more mature stuff like my laptop and a camera.
Who will I be there?... am I going to have fun and go out or just relax, think and dream?
Used to be a daydreamer, now I am revolting against being happy because of something that was never true and only exists in my mind. I am against fake feelings no matter how noble they are .. .still fake.
The days we are living resembles the waves of the sea, sometimes they are calm, sometimes they are strong and harsh. No one knows what each wave brings.
I always loved to see the traces of the soft smooth lines and froth left from the surge that used to overwhelm the sand and see the effect of the unseen but felt tide. See how far my chair had become after I used to feel the waves touching my feet. When the night sneaks in and takes away the light, the sea waves and give them to some other people in another part of the world.
We are all the same, we all share one true thing … our existence in this world is based on a sole creator who created us to share this universe and distribute all the blesses among us.
So that when the night falls, we know … will have a brand new morning … when it’s our turn.
posted by Nesrina @ 5:26 AM
2 Comments:
At 10:07 PM,
lifeflaw said…
There is nothing wrong with "fake feelings" or illusions as I like to call them. That's worth a whole post from my side anyway.
During university, I used to hate certain courses, yet I used to lie to myself and try to convince myself that I love this course; it used to help me study it!! :)
At 2:02 AM,
Nesrina said…
I used to hate certain subjects in college too, and my uncle once advised me to try to like them so I can study them better (like you said) but I couldn't :)
But in your case it wasn't fake, it was a step (smart one) to accomplish your goal.
Thumb up Ahmad :)
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